urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11 DE RAJ DE RAJ 2005-10-10T00:02:59Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:3840 2005-10-10T00:02:59Z 2005-10-10T00:02:59Z system of down byob well its been a while since iv updated this gay shit so i figured ide rite something in here.<br />and jamie i still love u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:3590 2005-10-04T21:27:00Z 2005-10-04T21:27:00Z well elise and sarah got in a "fight" it was realy just yelling but it was funny as hell. Jamie ik that alot of shit is going on but just keep ur mind on the good stuff ik its hard cuz im goin through the same thing but u just gotta keep on truckin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:3461 2005-09-28T01:16:04Z 2005-09-28T01:16:04Z god dammn i havnt rote in this shit in a long ass time. dont realy have much 2 say i just thought i would write something cuz i havnt in a long ass time. my life is pretty much shitty a hole bunch of shit happned in my life so fast i lost the 1 thing i cared about most and now my dad and his wife r getting a devorice and that whore took everything but i live i guess. i still love u jame dont 4get that urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:3100 2005-09-17T01:17:51Z 2005-09-17T01:17:51Z jamie i love u and i would hang out with u but u pb dont wanna hang out with me but its ok i still love u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:3064 2005-09-16T02:42:47Z 2005-09-16T02:42:47Z JAMIE i want to be with u more than anything.Expecialy now that everything in my life is so fuked up we went from havein all this shit to having nouthing. i wish u would just c that no1 can trwat u as good as i can and that no1 will be as good to u as i will jamie i just want to be with u and im srry but i just cant help it because ur so fukin awsome ur hott as hell and just ur personality i just love u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:2675 2005-09-14T01:54:06Z 2005-09-14T01:54:06Z a urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:2391 2005-09-13T20:59:14Z 2005-09-13T20:59:14Z jamie- i can only hope that ull realize wut u r doin bc no will treat u as good as i can everything i did even the stuff were u might say i was crazy or something but if u think about i was only doin it cuz i cared urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:2136 2005-09-13T20:12:32Z 2005-09-13T20:12:32Z well lets c i lost the 1 thing that made me happy so iv been feelin pretty shitty latly and i try to be friend with u but its just so fukin hard bc i want more than to be just ur friend and knowin that u dont want to be with me anymore just makes me feel even shittier .man this sux i want to say some shit but every time i rite it i read over it and it dont make any damn sense but wut ever its not like it would change anything.But wutever i stilll LOVE u and i want so bad to be with u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:1811 2005-09-12T02:15:45Z 2005-09-12T02:15:45Z there is so much shit that i wanna say but i just cant find the right words and if i say the wrong words i might fuck things up between us and thats the last thing i want bc i just want things to be they way they were between us but idk urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:1710 2005-09-11T21:32:08Z 2005-09-11T21:32:08Z man 2day was fun.not realy but u know how that goes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:1487 2005-09-11T17:18:38Z 2005-09-11T17:18:38Z damn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deraj11:256 2005-08-12T12:49:28Z 2005-08-12T12:49:28Z asdfsdgkjfbgijtmf,bmfklgh<br />dfghkljdfhjdfklhjdfghkjdf<br />kdfjhkldjfhkldfgjhfdklhj